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*This is the eleventh piece in my surrogacy story. Thanks for following along!<\/em><\/p>\n

When I checked into the hospital, we prayed that I\u2019d be there for a very long time. That sounds strange, but if I was in the hospital for three months, that meant three months of that sweet boy growing in my tummy and not struggling to survive in the NICU.<\/p>\n

So, first we prayed I\u2019d still be there\u00a0for Sawyer\u2019s birthday on October 20 since that was two weeks after my check-in. And then we hoped I\u2019d still be there for my birthday and Thanksgiving. Getting to those dates would mean reaching 30+ weeks gestastion\u2013a huge milestone, especially for someone whose water broke at just under 20 weeks.<\/p>\n

The upcoming holidays became a wonderful distraction for my worried mind.<\/p>\n

Each day, as I was woken around 6 a.m. for the doctors\u2019 rounds, I was reminded where I was and the scariness of the situation as I looked around my hospital room. The doctors would feel my belly, ask a few questions and tell me to keep hanging in there. Soon after, my PCA would take my vitals and my nurse would come in for a fetal heartbeat check. This nurse\/PCA routine was repeated every four hours around the clock. They were some of the most wonderful people ever, so seeing their smiling faces and chatting with them every few hours, while yet another reminder of my situation, actually had a nice calming effect during those first weeks.<\/p>\n

Trick or Treat!<\/h3>\n

Halloween marked just under four weeks in the hospital (and 27 weeks along!). I was sad to miss shopping for the boys\u2019 costumes (Thank you, Mom and Aunt Debbie, for taking over that job), trick-or-treating, and school parties and festivals. But, Jeff and friends and family sent pictures so I could see all the fun. And I had some visitors who brought me some sweet treats (so many Kit Kats!) and festive gifts! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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*Happy visit from three of my boys dressed in their costumes (my oldest was doing homework)\u2026<\/p>\n

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*Candy corn socks from my sweet friend, Allison!<\/p>\n

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*Halloween was also the day of the FL-GA game, so I had a visit from my Gator-garb wearing boys on their way down to Grandmommy\u2019s house for trick-or-treating.<\/p>\n

And Carson brought me a painted jack o\u2019 lantern t-shirt he made for me. (The Arts in Medicine lady brought it to my room for me to paint, but, yea, crafting\u2026)<\/p>\n

Happy Birthday, Jeff!<\/h3>\n

Almost two weeks after Halloween, we celebrated Jeff\u2019s birthday. I was 29 weeks along (yaay!) and had been in the hospital for six weeks. We had made it to the magical goal of 28 weeks gestation and were elated that baby boy was measuring almost 2 pounds on the most recent ultrasound. So many things to celebrate!<\/p>\n

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*I ordered his gifts online and had the babysitters hide the boxes when they were delivered to the house. On his birthday, I told him where they were and he brought them up to the hospital to open. And, yep, he picked up his own cake and candles. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

39 Wishes!<\/h3>\n

We could not believe I was still there when my birthday rolled around\u2013not in a bad way, just in shock that I hadn\u2019t gone into labor or developed an infection (both are extremely common when the amniotic sac is torn). I hit the 30-week gestation mark just a few days before my birthday! 30 weeks! We still wanted him to stay where he was for several more weeks, but we knew his chances of being healthy were so much better now. Even with the situation I was in, this was one of the best birthdays ever because we were celebrating this milestone too!<\/p>\n

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*Blurry pic but I love it! This is my big sister, Dede, and you can see some of my boys\u2019 artwork hanging from the poles behind me. We decorated the walls and bedside table with all the pretty things they were making in school for the holidays.<\/p>\n

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*My crew helping Mommy eat her ice cream! \ud83d\ude42 And my belly was a crazy shape around this time because baby had decided to lay sideways!<\/p>\n

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*Cake and watching Sunday afternoon football! It felt like I was at home! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

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*Birthday entertainment brought to you by Mommy\u2019s mechanical bed \u2026 little guy could do this all day long! (Don\u2019t mind the blue icing on his face! Boy was partying! Haha!)<\/p>\n

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*Keeping this card forever! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Giving Thanks!<\/h3>\n

Thanksgiving was unbelievable. It started just as every day for the last 8 weeks had \u2026 doctors\u2019 rounds, PCA\/nurse check-ins, breakfast, and a stress test over in Labor & Delivery. But this morning I was watching the Macy\u2019s Thanksgiving Day Parade (instead of my routine Today Show), and starting to really feel the loneliness of being away from my family. Normally, we watch the parade together and run around getting ourselves and the food ready to take over to my Aunt Linda\u2019s house for lunch and family time. It felt so strange to know everyone else was getting ready for the day together, and I was alone in pj\u2019s judging the terrible lipsyncing of the parade performers. But early afternoon \u2026 this arrived.<\/p>\n

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*Jeff brought a whole Thanksgiving dinner from Boston Market, a folding table, plates\/utensils, drinks, and a microwave to the hospital. I was floored. This man won the Husband of the Year award that day, if he hadn\u2019t already earned it from the previous 12 weeks. He brought me out of my grumpy slump and made me cry happy tears.<\/p>\n

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*It wasn\u2019t our \u201cnormal\u201d Thanksgiving, but we weren\u2019t having a \u201cnormal\u201d year anyway. When I looked around that room \u2026 whew. My sweet little life was right there and I was SO thankful for it, wherever we were celebrating.<\/p>\n

I was so thankful for Jeff, for our boys, for our loving family and friends, for the beautiful friendship we\u2019d formed with the bio parents of this sweet baby, for how far we had gotten (31 weeks!!) when just getting to 24 weeks was a miracle, and for the unbelievable care by my doctors and nurses while I was in that hospital.<\/p>\n

I don\u2019t want this, even for one minute, to sound like a pity party. I knew when I became a surrogate, my commitment to carry their child might result in extra doctor visits, bedrest or even a hospital stay because of the chance of multiples and the unknowns of an IVF pregnancy. Even with four \u201ceasy\u201d pregnancies, I didn\u2019t know how my body would react to the fifth. So, yes, it was difficult emotionally to celebrate all these wonderful family holidays from a hospital bed, but it was also a crazy, beautiful experience to see my family compromise and make the best of the situation while I took care of this bambino. Teamwork! And we were completing. a. family<\/strong>. Sometimes that takes a little extra effort, and some unconventional celebrating! \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n

Love (and celebrate, celebrate, celebrate) more,<\/p>\n

Dana<\/em><\/p>\n

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